Twins Monday, October 05, 2009
A warm rush, all of a sudden. It shakes me inside.
I know it's you.
Can't tell anyone, they would just laugh at me and say: Are you crazy, or something?
Maybe mine are just fantasies...
But I think I know when you're thinking about me.
When tears reach my eyes without any reason, when I feel this mysterious warmth inside and this restless instinct of running with the wind, maybe you've just seen or felt something you would have shared with me.
Strange, isn't it?
Twins.
I know we are.
Who cares about blood?
Soundtrack: Naked As We Came - Iron And Wine
She says "wake up, it's no use pretending"
I'll keep stealing, breathing her.
Birds are leaving over autumn's ending
One of us will die inside these arms
Eyes wide open, naked as we came
One will spread our ashes 'round the yard
She says "If I leave before you, darling
Don't you waste me in the ground"
I lay smiling like our sleeping children
One of us will die inside these arms
Eyes wide open, naked as we came
One will spread our ashes round the yard
Silent Stupidity Saturday, October 03, 2009
Me Talking To Myself
You're asking yourself too many questions, can't you see?
Some kind of magic just can't be read under the light of enlightment.
Slowly, memories confuse me with present spots of silent stupidity.
Alas!
Soundtrack: Smooth Operator - Sade
May This Winter... Friday, October 02, 2009
Stuck here while I'd wish to be walking around the world consuming my 'brand old shoes', I wonder where you are and how's it going.
Like a human statue along La Rambla, I seem to stand still.
But inside me an ocean flows in multicoloured rows and reaches you all, just waiting for a sign of your attention.
May this winter be warm at heart,
may our special bond always keep us strong.
From me to you, with love.
Soundtrack: Vagabundo Soy - Orchestra Di Piazza Vittorio
Labyrinth Wednesday, September 23, 2009
What a waste! Can't get rid of this stupid contradiction.
Contradictions are life, never forget this.
But how can I deal with this terrible pain, this fear of abandonment that takes power on my behaviour, imprisoning my stomach?
Don't really know if it's worth going on like this.
I'm talking about this shitty job of vomiting useless words, waiting for an answer that will never come.
Times, they did not come in time.
Just stuck in my world.
I hide.
Waiting for the next tide
for our worlds to collide...
Soundtrack: Bullets - Archive
Come touch me like I’m an ordinary man
Have a look in my eyes
Underneath my skin there is violence
Got a gun in its hand
Ready to make sense of
Anyone anything
Black holes living in the side of your face
Razor wire spinning around your blistering sky
Bullets are the beauty of the blistering sky
Bullets are the beauty and I don’t know why
Personal responsibility
Confine me let me be the lesser of a beautiful man
Without the blood on his hands
Come and make me a martyr
Come and break my feeling
With your violence with the gun to my head
Ready to take out anyone anywhere
Black holes living in the side of your face
Razor wire spinning around your blistering sky
Bullets are the beauty of the blistering sky
Bullets are the beauty and I don’t know why
Personal responsibility
Flowing Sunday, September 13, 2009
The mistery of Love.
And Life.
In the same beat.
What's underneath?
I can still feel the heat.
Can you feel me flowing in your veins?
And after all, what's the meaning that remains?
Just a refrain.
Won't give you no pain,
You're not living in vain.
I really can't complain!
You've blown away my shame,
the Love is still the same...
Soundtrack: Dj Krush - Duality
Healing Sunday, September 06, 2009
Just a few words, before our last goodbye...
Never forget you're a great person.
Never forget how much you can give to the world.
Never forget that no one - really no one - never ever has the right to take away your smile and joyfulness. Not even you.
Never forget you can always stop, when it gets too much.
Never forget that who really loves you, will always respect your decisions, no matter how hard it will be to accept them.
Never forget that energy can be transformed. If something gives you pain, don't keep punching against the same wall but do your best to convert that energy into something positive and go on searching, respecting your soul.
Never forget I will always be here for you, anytime you will need a place to restore your broken wings and hide from the outside world.
Never forget how important you are.
May Music always heal you.
Take care.
Soundtrack: Sing Sang Sung - Air
For Your Own Rescue Thursday, September 03, 2009
No boundaries.
Thoughts flowing, one past another, from me to you and back.
To the start.
I know you've not come to stay.
Just a passenger at a life stage, caressing my ears and senses, before vanishing into the sea.
Will we ever find our place to stay?
Will we ever reach the goal that made us meet?
I'm afraid to know the answer.
As I go on, in my reckless freedom of writing, I just wish to see the shivers down your spine, once more. Could my words stick to your brain and make you lift as high as they can!
My ancient and beloved soul, I'd never want to cause you any suffering.
Should this be the case, just let me know, somehow, and I'll let you go.
When you love someone, when you really care,
the worst thing that you can do is going on hurting their innermost soul, for your own rescue...
Soundtrack: Mojo Pin - Jeff Buckley
