Labyrinth Wednesday, September 23, 2009

What a waste! Can't get rid of this stupid contradiction.
Contradictions are life, never forget this.

But how can I deal with this terrible pain, this fear of abandonment that takes power on my behaviour, imprisoning my stomach?
Don't really know if it's worth going on like this.
I'm talking about this shitty job of vomiting useless words, waiting for an answer that will never come.

Times, they did not come in time.

Just stuck in my world.
I hide.
Waiting for the next tide
for our worlds to collide...


Soundtrack: Bullets - Archive

Come touch me like I’m an ordinary man
Have a look in my eyes
Underneath my skin there is violence
Got a gun in its hand
Ready to make sense of
Anyone anything

Black holes living in the side of your face
Razor wire spinning around your blistering sky
Bullets are the beauty of the blistering sky
Bullets are the beauty and I don’t know why

Personal responsibility

Confine me let me be the lesser of a beautiful man

Without the blood on his hands
Come and make me a martyr
Come and break my feeling
With your violence with the gun to my head
Ready to take out anyone anywhere

Black holes living in the side of your face
Razor wire spinning around your blistering sky
Bullets are the beauty of the blistering sky
Bullets are the beauty and I don’t know why

Personal responsibility

Flowing Sunday, September 13, 2009

The mistery of Love.
And Life.
In the same beat.

What's underneath?

I can still feel the heat.

Can you feel me flowing in your veins?
And after all, what's the meaning that remains?

Just a refrain.

Won't give you no pain,
You're not living in vain.

I really can't complain!

You've blown away my shame,
the Love is still the same...


Soundtrack: Dj Krush - Duality

Healing Sunday, September 06, 2009

Just a few words, before our last goodbye...
Never forget you're a great person.
Never forget how much you can give to the world.
Never forget that no one - really no one - never ever has the right to take away your smile and joyfulness. Not even you.
Never forget you can always stop, when it gets too much.
Never forget that who really loves you, will always respect your decisions, no matter how hard it will be to accept them.
Never forget that energy can be transformed. If something gives you pain, don't keep punching against the same wall but do your best to convert that energy into something positive and go on searching, respecting your soul.
Never forget I will always be here for you, anytime you will need a place to restore your broken wings and hide from the outside world.
Never forget how important you are.

May Music always heal you.
Take care.


Soundtrack: Sing Sang Sung - Air

For Your Own Rescue Thursday, September 03, 2009

No boundaries.
Thoughts flowing, one past another, from me to you and back.
To the start.

I know you've not come to stay.
Just a passenger at a life stage, caressing my ears and senses, before vanishing into the sea.

Will we ever find our place to stay?
Will we ever reach the goal that made us meet?
I'm afraid to know the answer.

As I go on, in my reckless freedom of writing, I just wish to see the shivers down your spine, once more. Could my words stick to your brain and make you lift as high as they can!

My ancient and beloved soul, I'd never want to cause you any suffering.
Should this be the case, just let me know, somehow, and I'll let you go.

When you love someone, when you really care,
the worst thing that you can do is going on hurting their innermost soul, for your own rescue...


Soundtrack: Mojo Pin - Jeff Buckley

Carry On Sunday, August 30, 2009

Heavyweight.
Your shoulders are aching.
Go ahead. Don't look back.

Shake your head, let your hair flow.
Feel the beat pumping.

Feel it growing, from your feet to your head.
Your stomach is beating, too.

Your neurons are pulsing and your fingers playing.

I've made a mistake. A terrible mistake.
Should have never told you about my past.
I don't even know you.

Two faces. But I like your smile.
Who are you?
Why me?

The city lights are stunning.
My loneliness has grown bigger.
But I've found my piece of paradise.
True friends I can trust.
No fear for disgust.

This night I'm gonna dance with my demon.
The moon is walking on the sea.
I wish I had my bikini with me.

Your name is written on a wall. In black.

A mysterious force, your touch of thought.
Illusion or reality?

Tonight. A cuba libre in my hand and freedom in my feet.

Express yourself through your body and touch the sky, baby.

You can make it!


Soundtrack: Heavyweight - Infected Mushroom

A Damn Thing Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Some say that the best ones always get as much as they give. If this is true, I guess I'm not giving a damn thing.

Some people, instead, give too much. As they need too much.
But this won't do. They won't get more because of their altruistic behaviour. In fact, I believe exactly the opposite.
Thanks to their instinct, most people can feel that you lack something in your life and that's why they'll stay right away from you. It's as if you are asking them too much. Even unwillingly.
Or, and that's the bad news, they'll take all that they can from you. Then they'll leave you down and in the end you'll feel a great void.

No, it's not that pessimistic. Just a slice.

But hey, honey, if no one's looking for you and you're more alone than with other people, start asking yourself why. Don't always just complain about others not being as sensitive as you. Maybe you're not such a pleasurable company. Too bad.

Soundtrack: Take A Walk To The Wild Side - Lou Reed

Crap! Thursday, August 13, 2009

Too much.
It's just too much for me.

Overestimated.

All this crap. I am not like this.

Wish I could disappear, like some fake, realistic spots of dreams fading from my eyes in the morning.
I am not a robot.
I'm just letting myself go.

Reluctant weakness.
Darkness as a mistress.

Oh, fuck!


Soundtrack: Kasabian - Underdog